For years this question has haunted me, has been one of my deepest insecurities and is always on my mind: how do I get a boyfriend?
Christmas 2021
What did I do for Christmas 2021? I: Woke up feeling fine and that I was fine with it being like just another day Had instant noodles for breakfast Scrolled on social media watching Youtube and tiktoks in my room by myself, seeing everyone else’s […]
Someone else’s income
Nothing like seeing someone else’s income to make you feel like shit! I’ve generally accepted that I chose a field that wasn’t one of the best paid. Honestly, if everyone was much more transparent about their salaries, I would’ve totally gone a different way. I […]
stormed out on my mother
I just did the closest thing to storming out from a conversation in my life so far. I didn’t slam a door, but I did consider it but honestly was too pissed to stay longer and close the door in the first place and then […]
My Carrie Bradshaw moment
I’ve always been in a ‘I don’t want to settle’ type of mentality for a relationship. I want to look at my partner and feel really lucky to have them. Because if I didn’t feel like I had landed a catch, I would have no patience for the things that irritate me. But I’m starting to see that even when you think you’ve found a person that is the best for you, it isn’t enough.
Naked and afraid
One of my biggest fears is probably being caught naked by people I know or in public. I think it’s a reasonable fear.
Blood moon thoughts
On Wednesday night, I set an alarm for 11pm and ran outside to see a tiny little moon go a little bit rusty, and I thought it was awesome!! It was some sort of eclipse. I had seen the moon earlier that night and it […]
How to make work friends (good for introverts)
I made a video about making work friends, since I am very good at doing that. Here are my tips that I go over in detail in the video: Make as much small talk as you can to suss out your coworkers. Small talk can […]
Omg do I have dyscalculia?
Dyscalculia is, from what I understand, sort of like dyslexia but with numbers. Numbers get jumbled up and the person has a hard time remembering formulas and numbers. I’ve always been pretty bad at maths – I used to instantly forget formulas, get easy number […]
life lessons while on the pole
In 2020 I discovered an exercise that I actually enjoyed – pole dancing! What I hate about traditional exercise is that it’s all about doing so many of a squat, push up or rep, you’re supposed to concentrate on ‘the burn’ or keep going until […]