A letter to my only daughter.
Category: lifestyle
Hello!
I haven’t written in so long because my work got so busy late last year. I really do want to write more but I will try to make less promises to myself and then feel bad when I don’t make them. I know it’s only […]
Turning 30
I turned 30 last year. 10th of November if you all want to send belated presents and flowers. This is not what I thought 30 would look like. In fact, this is exactly what 10, 15 and 25 year old Esther had been dreading me […]
I’m now a single mother
In a major life update, I am now a single parent to a beautiful little girl. She is sweeter than sweet, my little Lychee! I’ve had her for about a week and man. #noregrets and everything but trying to get to know her and get […]
What is hypnotherapy like?
I don’t think a lot of people have ever had hypnotherapy before. Here’s what its like! My go-to fun fact when people make you do those terrible icebreakers (business idea: GOOD icebreakers) is that I got hypnotised to stop eating orange chips. I am a […]
Trying reformer pilates!
I hate exercise but I love reformer pilates. It turns my favourite hobbies, lying down and sitting, into an exercise and I want to tell you all about it. I’ve been going now for about 3 weeks-ish and its been the only exercise I’ve been […]
My Carrie Bradshaw moment
I’ve always been in a ‘I don’t want to settle’ type of mentality for a relationship. I want to look at my partner and feel really lucky to have them. Because if I didn’t feel like I had landed a catch, I would have no patience for the things that irritate me. But I’m starting to see that even when you think you’ve found a person that is the best for you, it isn’t enough.
Blood moon thoughts
On Wednesday night, I set an alarm for 11pm and ran outside to see a tiny little moon go a little bit rusty, and I thought it was awesome!! It was some sort of eclipse. I had seen the moon earlier that night and it […]
Omg do I have dyscalculia?
Dyscalculia is, from what I understand, sort of like dyslexia but with numbers. Numbers get jumbled up and the person has a hard time remembering formulas and numbers. I’ve always been pretty bad at maths – I used to instantly forget formulas, get easy number […]
life lessons while on the pole
In 2020 I discovered an exercise that I actually enjoyed – pole dancing! What I hate about traditional exercise is that it’s all about doing so many of a squat, push up or rep, you’re supposed to concentrate on ‘the burn’ or keep going until […]