I don’t think a lot of people have ever had hypnotherapy before. Here’s what its like! My go-to fun fact when people make you do those terrible icebreakers (business idea: GOOD icebreakers) is that I got hypnotised to stop eating orange chips. I am a […]
How to get a boyfriend: the third therapy session
I had never realised that my mother was obsessed with the worry that I was going to be raped. After unexpectedly bursting into tears the week before, today we were going to do a deep dive into my mum, since so many of my negative […]
Trying reformer pilates!
I hate exercise but I love reformer pilates. It turns my favourite hobbies, lying down and sitting, into an exercise and I want to tell you all about it. I’ve been going now for about 3 weeks-ish and its been the only exercise I’ve been […]
How To Get A Boyfriend: The Second Therapy Session
I’ve been trying to separate the ‘inner critic’ that’s telling me I’m uninteresting and not pretty from my own thoughts this week. My therapist (MT) tells me that I can’t keep thinking of it as true or as myself / my own voice, but as […]
Booktok: The Song of Achilles book review
There is one quote from The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller that my basic bitch heart loves: ‘I could recognise him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I […]
How to get a boyfriend: the first therapy session
I felt a bit of imposter syndrome when I went to my first therapy session. Like I’m not that fucked up at the moment. Also, because time had passed since the break-in, I wasn’t even feeling that vulnerable about it anymore. Although to be honest, […]
How do I get a boyfriend?
For years this question has haunted me, has been one of my deepest insecurities and is always on my mind: how do I get a boyfriend?
What did I do for Christmas 2021? I: Woke up feeling fine and that I was fine with it being like just another day Had instant noodles for breakfast Scrolled on social media watching Youtube and tiktoks in my room by myself, seeing everyone else’s […]
Someone else’s income
Nothing like seeing someone else’s income to make you feel like shit! I’ve generally accepted that I chose a field that wasn’t one of the best paid. Honestly, if everyone was much more transparent about their salaries, I would’ve totally gone a different way. I […]
stormed out on my mother
I just did the closest thing to storming out from a conversation in my life so far. I didn’t slam a door, but I did consider it but honestly was too pissed to stay longer and close the door in the first place and then […]